"not all who wander are lost"

daughter, sister, lover, laugher, smiler, writer, reader, reblogger, say so'er, eater, rhymer, never on timer.

have you ever so badly wanted to be what you weren’t to be with someone who wanted someone just not you

i’d rather be anyone than myself right now

have you ever just loved someone so deeply and truly you couldn’t imagine your universe existing so beautifully without them in it, while they were indifferent to the role you played in their life

have you ever so badly just wanted to be special to someone in particular because they’re so special to you and it kills you inside because you know it’ll never happen, and they know it’ll never happen and you just force it for too long until it’s just over and then you feel like a shattered corpse of what could have been if you had simply just not hung up on him that one time

but when is the part where I stop feeling like I’m going to throw up constantly

hopefully he’s leaving, and not coming home to this.. awko

hopefully he’s leaving, and not coming home to this.. awko

(via be-sex)